All That I Held on To Lyrics

There is a lie I tell myself most nights

What's happening to me is the same for you

I know that I am just keeping my mind

From racing off to darker places

Because I'm not sure what I'd do

If all my deep seeded fears came true

Now I just want to feel okay

With the person that I am these days

You changed me, but not for the better

The notes you wrote

I've kept them on my wall

Just dumb reminders of times I felt wanted

And I can't help but hope that you'll feel

Regret for something you wish you could

Go back and recreate

But these hopes are fading fast

Now I just want to feel okay

With the person that I am these days

You changed me, but not for the better

Knowing all that I held on to

Was meaningless to you

Knowing all that I held on to

Was meaningless to you

Knowing all that I held on to

Was meaningless to you

To you

Now I just want to feel okay

With the person that I am these days

You changed me, but not for the better

Now I just want to feel okay

With the person that I am these days

You changed me, but not for the better

Not for the better