Convalescence Lyrics

Doubts

Engulfed in flames

Locked in my safe space

All memories erased

Maybe

It's better that way

Within vices we reside

Is my purpose nullified?

Looking back Into those days

Is there nothing else for me to blame

Gasping for air

Filling the void I created in vain

Delirium taking all grasp of reality

Repeat the same patterns everyday

Are we expecting to change

Accepting insanity as a solution

And asking ourselves, why?

Every day seems to fade into gray

Begging for help

If you could imagine the pain

No matter which way you turn

Your cries are met with just disdain

What's there to gain?

Infatuation inflicting pain

There must be way

I can't kill this with my own hands

Some things are better unsaid

Learned better ways to forget

But here we are again

Locked away in my safe space

All memories erased

I can't tell beginning from the end

I need your embrace my friend

But drowning each day won't let me change your fate was

We accepted the things that can't change

We'll all fade away

Someday we'll meet the gray

I'll give into shame

Amend the lies I've told that strained

No longer maintain

This life that I have to explain

No longer a slave, it's a fight everyday

That exceeds the mundane

Or accept the lies I've told in vain

And live with conceited acclaim

That will haunt to the grave

No longer ashamed

This life is mine, I live by day

Forgive the enslaved

And confess to those that we betray