I'm Not Okay Lyrics

I don't want to be the bearer

Of bad news but I have to say

That every day since the day you went away

I lost myself along the way

You made me promise not to break

To smile when I heard your name

But that's the most selfish thing to say

I hope you know

I'm not okay, I'm not alright

I'm losing sleep every night

I lie awake and play our memories front to back

And all over again

I'm not alright, I'm not okay

I'm losing hope every day

I sit and stare and rage and cry

Rinse repeat until the day I die

You gave up

The war is over

I'm broken hearted with no chance for any closure

Maybe I'm wrong for thinkin' like this

Or maybe you're wrong for goin

But I don't wanna be the one

To say you're wrong for leaving us

But how do I make this go away

I hope you know

I'm not okay, I'm not alright

I'm losing sleep and every night

I lie awake and play our memories front to back

And all over again

I'm not alright, I'm not okay

I'm losing hope every day

I sit and stare and rage and cry

Rinse repeat until the day I die