Death Bed Lyrics

There's a panic on the brink

My heart is out of sync

My mental state's a slide

And I feel all my friends have lied

I feel I need therapy

I help voluntarily

But how am I to help others

When I'm the one who hides my colors

I wish I could see

What the world sees in me

Before it's too late

Before I seal my fate

Let my brain make peace

So I can live my life

Without finding strife

In my head

Or I'll be on my deathbed

Let the fighting cease

Oh please

The thoughts inside of my brain

They bring me nothing but this aching pain

The wondering if I deserve this love

It makes me wonder what's to be the last shove

I wish I could see

What the world sees in me

Before it's too late

Before I seal my fate

Let my brain make peace

So I can live my life

Without finding strife

In my head

Or I'll be on my deathbed

Let the fighting cease

Oh please

And now I'm wondering, I see things with myself to blame

And now I'm wandering, It makes me feel my life is vain

And people, they feel that I'll help them heal

(Death Bed)

And now I'm wondering, I see things with myself to blame

And now I'm wandering, It makes me feel my life is vain

And people, they feel that I'll help them heal

(I'm on my death bed)