Silent in my suffering Lyrics

I don't want to admit I'm hurting

So I stay silent

Or lie about my feelings

I look happy on the surface

But inside my head is violent

And my thoughts are killing me

If I carry on

I'll end up dead

But until then

I lie about my thoughts

That are in my head

And I'm willing

To continue with the lies

Until the day I die

And the day I die

So do these feelings of mine

I stay silent

Ignore the violence

In my mind and

I keep it bottled up

I'm reminded

Of the violence

When my eyes set

On the thoughts

When will I stop

Being in pain

All the thoughts

In my brain

Are telling me

I am weak

But must be strong enough

To carry on

And ignore my thoughts

But they start taking over

Tears drop to my shoulder

My body gets colder

My skin turns pale

I only succeed through fails

I'm on a sinking ship as they sail

And I'm forced to see

That everybody

Is happy

Except me

And I drown in my sadness

I've completely had it

I'm falling quiet

To the silence

I stay silent

Ignore the violence

In my mind and

I keep it bottled up

I'm reminded

Of the violence

When my eyes set

On the thoughts

I stay silent

Ever so quiet

As the violence

Causes me to be dying