tryna d0 g00d. ft. vÉ Lyrics

I'm always tryna do good

But it never works out

And I wonder what my parents think

Of how I turned out

Power through my issues

Wonder why I'm burnt out

I'm exhausted

But it's my turn now

Why do I have to prove my worth

I'm chasing money but it's kicking up dirt

This a fucking race and I'm taking up first

Demons on my shoulders like I've got a fucking curse now

Yeah I'm tryna do you good, but it never works out

And I always fucking wonder if my parents are proud

All the voices in my head, they be screaming so loud

And you never seem to notice that I'm always stressed out

But no matter what happens, you're the one who acts hurt

Like I'm the reason you don't even know your fucking worth

But if you looked down for a second at the dirt

You'd see how you buried me in the fucking earth

I can't fucking breathe

All this shit's too much for me

And I hope that this was just a dream

And you don't wake up next to me