In The Flesh Lyrics

(In the flesh)

I am morphed with you

Stuck between the gaps of your teeth

Burrowing underneath your skin like a needle

I know you feel it

I stopped being my own individual person

I lived and breathed you always

For me, you were gas I shouldn't be breathing

Stuck in my own toxic situation

You said that I'm always fucking buggin'

Just because I was over-caring

I know how to be open

It was never reciprocated

I know that I was overbearing

You being my whole life was a burden

A lot of weight to put up with

Days and weeks and months with you, I loved it

Until it slowly turned all rotten

I must've made you fatigued cause you didn't need

The extremely lonely gal I was

A connected second half, I was poisonous

But your coldness toward me was unbearable

Shot through my heart like a staple

Insensitive comments like you never thought

What might make me upset, no

Because I was extremely loving

I wound up being left sobbing

I was in your flesh

I had no personality left

I was drained and broke and broken-hearted

Pain in the flesh

Whenever you had left

Abandoned with my trauma and devastated

I didn't know how I'd move past it

Spent months and months and months sulking

Reminiscing, I was missing

But I healed, and I grew

Eventually I figured out and knew

That I didn't like you

A perfect example of what not to be and what not to do

A new me had started to bloom

I was starting to bloom

I never thought that I would be able to bloom, again

It all came to an end, and I restarted again

And I was better left off without him

Better left off without him