Part I: Caterpillar Lyrics

Caterpillar

Yo, Another chapter

I lack it, I'm wack shit, you see this shit's all new to me

Here's the invitation to my own eulogy

All the scrutiny

Caterpillar walking through the tree, big apple has been rude to me

Making my life dependent on it

I'm ordering gin tonics

I'm finding out I'm hot shit

But baby I am not shit (baby I am not shit)

I am so disappointed in myself

But I still wake up and try my best

The constant comparisons to the relevant

I'm so heaven-sent, but I'm hesitant

Yeah, at least that's what they told me

Damn, I really miss the old me

Wow, how I used to be a trophy

What bologna

2020, before I moved to New York City

Now my life's a little shitty

I am so disappointed in myself

But I still wake up and try my best

I am the worst

I only hurt

Maybe it's natural

Maybe I'm falling off

Maybe I stood too tall

Maybe I hit a wall

All of this is true (all of this is true)

It's why I feel so blue (it's why I feel so blue)

It's why

I said I'm learning how to let go (let go)

I said I'm tryna spit the best flows (best flows)

I'm tryna wear the best clothes and set goals (set goals)

These dreams, they put a knife up to my mental

And I know that you don't get it

This life I'm living is a gifting but I'm sicken

I'm tryna plead and listen

I'm tryna breath and glisten

I'm tryna get more riches

I'm steady fumbling bitches

And best believe I'm aware of it

Them problems stacking on top of my psyche, just like a pyramid

Had an old bitch I would fold like pilates, that shit was heaven-sent

I wanted to chop it up like karate, but she wasn't feeling it

Just choose the second, call me the latter filler

I let you fly, you're my butterfly, I am your Caterpillar

I stay grounded

Divinity and serenity when you into me, with all this chemistry that's what you've founded

My money is all I'm counting

My saddle is what you've mounted

The ride was too damn short though

She want a G like Herbo

She want a brand new fur coat

Bitch what you think this is

Just slide the pussy first though

I'll slide in my extendo

I'm playing games, Nintendo

Just fucking with you from the get go

I need to let go

Yeah, I need to let go

Continually try my best though

Yeah, I think I finally let go

Love is weakness Skywalker

It is man's deadliest weapon

Greater than the sword

Mightier than the axe

Because

It can destroy you with a single breath