Lovesick Lyrics

I'm selfish and conceited, but you left me when I needed you, ignored all these hoes

Especially when I could cheated too

Temptations were strong, call me sick, twisted and wrong, I never grew up with mom

You felt like all that I got, I admit codependence wasn't part of the plot

More imagine the cot, with two kids and a dog, never wanted a yacht

Wanted you for all my times, I never wanted to watch, look

They say I'm lovesick, I'm struggling to recover from illness, of a lover of who doesn't feel the same way I do

Try to hide yourself from me, but insist I've done nothing to harm your heart

I'm sorry if I did, I'm just a little kid

I guess that we're both young, I wouldn't say that we're both dumb

Just unsure of what comes next, I've been obsessed for the past few months

I've been losing sleep, I've been losing dreams, having lucid dreams where I don't lose a thing

I've been so naive

You gave me shit to believe in, I couldn't fathom you leaving

Tell me what happened

We crossed paths for a reason, I know that you would agree there

I just thought you would be there, that's all

But I guess I can't make that call, look, I'm

18, I gotta grow up, focus on me, don't focus on love

You should live free, don't let it hold you up, if it wasn't then

Would I ever be enough,

I'm so pessimistic,

That's all a part of my downfall, they don't wanna listen, to a nigga that's always down

All they say that I'm lovesick, I'm struggling to recover from illness, of a lover who doesn't feel the same way I do

Pick apart my heart and put it back together, been through hell to heaven, back to hell, standing on my last two Legs, memories rushing to my head, why the good times always make me the saddest, I've been in a cycle of Madness, I'm one more step from crashing

I might end up passing before I fufill my passion

Time is fleeting but you made me feel invincible

I was so infatuated, I forgot my principles, I mean, you're a kind soul

I know why I was into you

They say I'm lovesick, I'm struggling to recover from illness, of a lover who doesn't feel the same way I do

They say I'm lovesick, well maybe I am

They say I'm obsessed but I'm just a man

They say I'm up next if I stick to the plan

Flowers of two breeds, can do the same dance

I'm just a man

I'm just a man

I'm just a man

I'm just a man

I just think that our mistakes make us better people

I'm not claiming to be perfect, I still strive for purpose, I got a wound in my heart, and that shit be hurting

Maybe we go crazy, no one says for certain

I can't go on with no answer baby, let me hear your sermon

There's no cure, better than time, but my time has been wasted

I had lovers in the past

Who my love turned to hatred I don't want that for our time

Don't make me think it was taken

I know I gotta let you go, I just don't wanna face it

Couldn't have left at a worse time, I just beat rock bottom

We took a little break, but my heart started sobbing, I knew what was coming

I know I can't stop it, my desperation grew, as I knew what would happen

I started the relapses, my soul been collapsed, and I hold my reactions

I started seeking solitude to keep away from masses

I can't see the bigger picture, not even with glasses

I'm clouded or I'm jaded

I tried to get faded, to forget all my aillness

I'm lovesick or I'm hellbent

To return to my paradise of you and I

But I can't

So I just gotta live my life

They say I'm lovesick, well maybe I am

They say I'm obsessed, but I'm just a man

They say I'm up next if I stick to the plan

Flowers of two breeds can do the same dance

They say I'm lovesick, well maybe I am

They say I'm obsessed, but I'm just a man

They say I'm up next if I stick to the plan

Flowers of two breeds can do the same dance, damn