Automaton Lyrics

As I wake to find

My veins are calcified

I step out of my skin

Disguised

Muscle parts to see new bone

Metallic blood seeping through

Witness this life's demise

All these days

It's always the same

If I ever change

What difference does it make

I can't keep doing this same damn thing

I'm exhausted but I have to stay awake

I lost myself

Trying to find

A way to escape

This pointless life

I don't have the words

To describe

What can I say

I'm dying inside

Use my mind

my fragile eyes

Can't see an end

If it won't exist

Leave me to be

This device I've become

Machine marred mind

Corrode

Frozen glass heart

Mechanical lungs

I've come undone

Undone

I don't know if I want this

Anymore

The dream that I had

I doubt it exists

Can somebody make it stop

The thoughts in my head

Are wishing for end

For my death

I lost myself

Trying to find

A way to escape

This pointless life

I don't have the words

To describe

What can I say

I'm dying inside

I just want to something

To free me from this hell

I said I'm fucking exhausted

But I can't fucking sleep

Again and again

It breaks my heart

I can't begin to quit

I don't know where to start

I lost myself

Trying to find

A way to escape

This pointless life

I don't have the words

To describe

What can I say

I'm dying inside