Trying To Love Myself Lyrics

I don't speak to face to face so good

Usually unaware of something

I can be social if I'm in the mood

No control of when it's coming

I'm in my head

I left me for dead

The things that you said

They're turning me red

I don't want to regret

Everything that I am

When I'm lying in bed

All alone when the thoughts turn too loud

Uncomfortable sound

My feet off the ground

The moments we found

Distract from that voice inside

That'll never die

There's no reason why

Don't you try to fight

I'm trying to love myself

But I need a little help

I'm trying to love myself

Sometimes it's hard, so hard

I'm locked up now in my room again

Seems like the music's my only friend

Working so hard that I forget

That I need a place to rest my head

I get lost in my world, but when I come out

Will anyone care about me, cause I got doubts

Maybe I'm selfish, or maybe I'm proud

Maybe I'm

I'm trying to love myself

But I need a little help

I'm trying to love myself

Sometimes it's hard, so hard

I'm trying to love myself

I'm trying to, I'm trying to

I'm trying to love myself

Sometimes it's hard, so hard