Frustration Lyrics

I'm just thinking about my life, why am I feeling this Way

Feeling ill up all the time, and my mind feel like it's Just rotting, decomposing like a corpse

And here I am just trying to make something of life, Of course

All that's fake is just pretend, all this pain that never Ends, all of this frustration

From all the things that'll never be

And here I am just not involved, all these things Inside my blood, written up inside

My code

And I just fold, and forget about past times, rewind, Search to find a reason to strive

To stay alive

Like a knife, like a knife in my neck, like a cutthroat, Doing this shit, feeling like

My life is just one big joke

Go to smoke, and I smoke and evade all of my Problems every day in my brain to ease

All the pain

This part of my life I want to skip, every single day I'm feeling so pissed, and I feel

Like I belong dead in a ditch, and here I'm thinking Of the ones that I miss

Like my cat and my dog, hero and oshie, broke my Damn heart, and Brian, Lance, and

My grandpa, Ralph, and Evelyn, everyone's gone

Feels though I'm watching myself every day from Behind my own eyes as I dissociate, am I

Stuck in my ways, will I escape from this self-made Maze

Fuck this fake, it's just pretend, I need to do this shit Again, now I'm really frustrated

From all the things that'll never be

And here I am to be involved, all these things inside My veins, and I want to drain them

All, then I'll fold

Here I am, just trying to spit out these lyrics, and I'm Just not feeling like shit

Every single day I'm just trying to be the best, but I Don't want to be missed

Scared thinking I'm gonna die, like a legends juice Peep x, and I ask why I'mma fight

Suicide won't be the way I'll go out, see none of These things gonna get me now

Feeling lost, but now I'm found with a frown, don't Know why this sound don't sound right

Every single day and night, like the strap tight from The dice, and end your life on sight

Won't hesitate, but you're in your grave, be careful, Stay away

Yeah, I'm just.