A n n u a l s Lyrics

Your contact is only getting pushed back, further and further down the list of forgotten conversations

I sometimes scroll down to try and save it, thinking, typing, never sending, hoping it's

not our final destination

As the days go by, I can feel those ties of your energy and mine separating to a line

like when you pull a plug after you say your last goodbyes

Trouble in the foundation, October's when the annual's supposed to die

Still think about you in the morning time, shower time, after nine when the lust arise

Or when I'm driving by

Don't make sense because when I had the time, I ain't have the time

Seasons change, still beautiful like a dandelion

I tell myself how much I love you and I miss you, wish I could kiss you, hold it all inside

These words aren't for the weak, but I still talk to you nice, act like I'm doing all right

scream when I'm with the guys to mask the wounds on this damaged pride

I try to pick up the tempo, it's hard to make a happy song when your heart's crying

If I said I enjoyed the violence, then I'd be lying, enjoyed the hoes stripping, Drug dealing, bullets flying

I don't even like the clubs, its always musty inside

I got my gun because I got jumped all the time, beat a nigga to a pulp, this man's trying to figure out why I'm smiling

Life is hard, love's been harder,

They say life is love, but now I'm smarter

Love is a beast, unchained, could leave you weak in the knees and make you soar above trees

Either it could be soul warming or sensation, feel like a scooter to the shin

Nah, it's even worse, it's a feeling that's within, make you wanna find Cupid, beat him

He only like two feet, I don't care, only thing can tame it this time, unless of course

Everything's going right

You meet someone who understands and is willing to fight with all their power and might, you

will, maybe you have, probably why your name is becoming a part of my past, tense, always

Talking about some old shit, feel like I'm being annoying when I talk to my friends

I'll take a therapist if I can pay him his cents, I said I'll take a therapist if I can

pay him his sense, until then I'm talking to myself, I've always been my realest friend