Squatter Lyrics

Our time is over

Now recalibrated from your mental slaughter

Slaughter

So naïve to think

I could believe you were my lover

Just a squatter, just a squatter, a fuckin' squatter

Squatter

Ultimately I am free

But no assertion that I'm still me

A twisted shadow of my former self

I suppose it's my fate

I'm now forced to accommodate

An unknown me, have I been expelled?

Always occupied, since I opened up I'm compromised

After too much time

I'm no longer hoping to die

What doesn't kill us only makes us ponder

Finally out of my life

You're now a squatter stuck in my mind

My thoughts now a pathetic maunder

I've only felt cursed, since I let you in cos I let myself hope

All I want

Disallowed

Biding time

To strive somehow

For normalcy

Just staring down

Feeling like

Forever's now

Now you're finally gone

At least physically I press on

But will I imitate you going forward

Gone are the days

I assumed I only merit praise

Now I'm lashing out when I abhor to

Yeah, but I'm learning to embrace

Every passing rancid thought, I'm attempting to reverse

Now you serve as a reminder of what not to be

Now I am grateful for the lessons you gave me

I keep you locked down, now I'll learn to be free

Now I am grateful for the lessons you gave me

I keep you locked down, now I'll learn to be free