Letter To Myself Lyrics

It's 2am in the morning and I'm just rolling by myself

Some shit ain't sitting right feel like I'm burning up in hell

I'm kind of hard to understand so this a letter to myself

And it's hard to keep going when I ain't got nothing left

Anxiety kicking in it's fucking with my mental health

In and out of depression I keep on fighting with myself

Everybody voice they opinions but I don't give a damn

Always stand ten toes I don't stand on nothing else

First I wanna say forgive me lord before I go and D-I-E

But I need you right now cause I need you to come and fix on me

If I told yall my secrets yall probably come and shit on me

And I try to stay strong because I don't want to show I'm weak

My daddy just told me gotta stop playing up in these streets

I told him I got him won't let them get the ups on me

Before I go best believe that imma bus this glee

And to my lil one on the way

Promise to make you better than me

I made some choices in my life that I don't wanna repeat

And deep down in my soul sometimes I don't feel like I'm me

I'm fucking all these different girls then I just block them and leave

I ain't felt love in so long shit turned me into a beast

But lord I hope you listening cause you see I'm in need

I'm sick and tired of my feelings being so temporary

I need something I can hold on too permanently

Cause I swear loving on these bitches ain't been working for me

I been wishing on a star and I been counting to three

That somebody heal my mind I pray they come and save me

I'm trying to get my life right lord I'm down on my knees

Can you forgive me for the things that's been weighing on me

Imma keep on going I ain't gone stop until they put me six feet

Yeah I'm aiming for the top nigga I'm collecting this cheese

I swear to god I'm not gone stop until they put me six feet

Imma keep constructing on my heart cause I feel so incomplete

It's 2am in the morning and I'm just rolling by myself

Some shit ain't sitting right feel like I'm burning up in hell

I'm kind of hard to understand so this a letter to myself

And it's hard to keep going when I ain't got nothing left

Anxiety kicking in it's fucking with my mental health

In and out of depression I keep on fighting with myself

Everybody voice they opinions but I don't give a damn

Always stand ten toes I don't stand on nothing else

First I want to say forgive me lord before I go and D-I-E

But I need you right now cause I need you to come and fix on me

If I told yall my secrets yall probably come and shit on me

And I try to stay strong because I don't want to show I'm weak