silly me :) Lyrics

I feel like I'm a monster

Or a dumb cliche

I wish I felt more in my face

But I slowly slip away

I smile at the people passing by

Should this be so hard?

Don't know if I can try to carry on like this I don't want to lie

Strangers keep saying hello

I think they mean to say bye

My mirror likes to tell jokes

Please excuse me if I cry

I'm scared I'll end up alone

With no one left by my side

That's why I secretly hope

Before that time I might die

Uh oh, no oh there I go

I fucked it up again I hope

You know oh that I'm a joke

Silly me I wish I never spoke

Down low oh on the down low

I'm so scared of letting go

Losing control

I'm doing my best I hope you know

You and me are different

But we're broke in the same places

If I seem a little distant

I'm trying to find the words to say that

Nobody's ever made me feel the way that you do

I had little faith that maybe some day I'd meet someone like you

Strangers keep saying hello

I think they mean to say bye

My mirror likes to tell jokes

Please excuse me if I cry

I'm scared I'll end up alone

With no one left by my side

That's why I secretly hope

Before that time I might die

Uh oh, no oh there I go

I fucked it up again I hope

You know oh that I'm a joke

Silly me I wish I never spoke

Down low oh on the down low

I'm so scared of letting go

Losing control

I'm doing my best I hope you know

Uh oh, no oh there I go

I fucked it up again I hope

You know oh that I'm a joke

Silly me I wish I never spoke

Down low oh on the down low

I'm so scared of letting go

Losing control

I'm doing my best I hope you know