Short Story Lyrics

I don't even know if I am alright

All I know is that I've been living life

They asked what I'm gone do when I am frightened

I know I will stand 10 toes and fighting

I've seen some things that nobody wanna see

Became a king cause I'm fighting through everything

Amazingly I've been moving so steadily

If I lost the key then I'd be losing everything

Just like losing me I can never do that again

Had to prove something that you're better than everything

This when I noticed I had to keep going it's a touchy subject i was losing sleep

I had good day at school

Walked in my living room

My sisters on the couch

Watching something on da tube

Give her hug say how's your day

Then walked back in my room

Went to get a snack then went to bed to play some tunes

Laid down for a second sinking in my mattress

Ain't have no homework probably gonna rest

Then I saw my uncles move started to question

If he was sleep but man I ain't expect this

He turning slowly now he barely moving and I'm standing next to his bed yeah

I can see he's hurting that looks real concerning but I'm tryna figure what's next now

He tells a story and I'm asking questions so we kinda going back to back now

Man I swear my mind had started racing when he moved his hand up off his neck oh

I was already fighting some demons so I don't know how to handle this situation

I wonder why it cut me deeper it's prolly cause he was are really close in relation

If the circumstances would've changed in a different way would've been my revolution

I don't think I would've keep da grades or could say hurray through all of my devastation

Uncles taught me with da word play

Taught me how to do em DRTY

Cuzzos saw that I was worthy

How I'm Always nasty with da verses

That's how I release all my hurting

Or my past will get me burning

I am tough when I am working

But know that I am still a person

I was told tell 'em how I feel but I just open different

Gotta change the way you hear if you supposed to listen

Can't stop me from living how I am reaching higher buildings

Then they say to keep my feelings in like I'm not supposed to feel em

But now I'm moving up

Gotta keep on being groovy now

Thinking now about who'll be proud

Everybody gone be cheering shouting

I know that when I have kids I got em

Gotta fix the way I live without em

So the day i really get one out here

Never be up on da streets with problems

If you don't know it this a short story why I kept going