
i exist. Lyrics
- Genre:Alternative
- Year of Release:2023
Lyrics
I exist and I'm trying to make peace with the fact
I exist and I'm trying to make peace with it
I exist and I'm trying to make peace with the fact
I exist and I'm trying to make (peace with it)
I have a name and a face and a body
My physical being fills me with anxiety
I hate my name and my face and my body
And being perceived feels surreal to me honestly
So I cut all my hair and I cover my body in tattoos
So I don't see all of my imperfections
I take off my glasses when we're arguing
So I don't see the love in your eyes lessen
A love that I don't
My skin crawls and I wanna crawl out of it
I don't like what I see in reflections of me
I give it my all and try to crawl out of bed
But the void has a hold on me
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
I exist and I'm trying to make peace with the fact
I exist and I'm trying to make peace with it
I exist and I'm trying to make peace with the fact
I exist and I'm (trying to make peace with it)
So I cut all my hair and I cover my body in tattoos
So I don't see all of my imperfections
I take off my glasses when we're arguing
So I don't see the love in your eyes lessen
A love that I don't deserve