PATH (Pt 1) Lyrics

Path yeah it's open wide but I stand here frozen cause I'm terrified

Of my choice yeah it's hard to find

A burden heavier that's only mine

Path yeah it's looking real narrow

Closer that I look at it seems it's shaped like an arrow

And the direction that it takes seems to be based off my actions

Am I going to hit a target or just running loose crashing

And I know oh I know

That I have barely gotten started and I'm stalling at square one

Still reeling from that crash disassociation

What if I fail before I've even begun

But nothing scares me more than giving up before I'm done

Too shaky to be walking so I guess I'll have to run

So I guess I'll have to run

So I'm running

Oh I'm running

Going to resolve the past

Give it everything I can

I got to take this path

I got to

Got to take this path

So I'm running

Oh I'm running

Even if fear attacks I'll find a way to hit him back

I got to take this path

I got to

I got to take this path

Path oh you get to choose no matter which one you take there's things there's things you lose

So take a look at your heart even if broken and bruised

Chase something you want you can't keep hitting the snooze

I got voices in my head they demand questions

I can't talk about them all there's too many to mention

So many in fact they are blinding my attention

They overpower me a fear based infection

What if we go and it's even worse

What if we go and it doesn't break the curse

What if we give everything that we have

Only to be left in something worse in the end

What if we waste all of our time

What if before we live we just die

What if it's more than a break down and cry

What if we finally do it this time

We've been close to suicide before

What if this time it's not the same pain it's more

What will you do when your hearts on the floor

What will you do when there is fear at the door

Safety is not a luxury we can afford to lose

Right now I'm begging we are begging you

Make the right decision you have have to choose

The safest option over what you really want to

No there's more to life than safety

There's more to life than waiting than to just stand here breaking

That's our definition of wasting

I'd rather run and chase things

I'd rather spend time facing rather than embracing

The fear that's been debating

The fear that keeps me hating

Myself over reshaping

Myself over escaping

Cause what if we go and we find everything we want

And what if we go and we finally find our song

What if we aren't really weak we are strong

I'd rather take the risk than to not go at all

I know that you're scared so am I

So scared in fact that I'm shaking can't lie

But even if I shake this isn't where we die

I'll never give in before learning how to fly

It's not the low lows or the high highs

But our final chance to do more than just hide

So I'm running

Oh I'm running

Going to resolve the past

Give it everything I can

I got to take this path

I got to

Got to take this path

So I'm running

Oh I'm running

Even if fear attacks I'll find a way to hit him back

I got to take this path

I got to

I got to take this path

Path I won't give in until I reach a place where I can begin

To feel again without the spin of circles from the past