Not Listening Lyrics

It's nothing personal

It's always me not you

I haven't been myself since 1992

There's nothing rational

About the way I feel

Show me some emotion and I'll pretend it's real

You try to tell me to be mindful

But baby I'm not listening

Tell me to make good decisions

Cut down on my drinking and

I don't think that I will

Never listening

To you anymore

I don't love being miserable

And it wasn't destiny

The meaning of the meaning

Is just your reality

Peeling back the layers of

Onion skin online

How you doing man

Fine

You try to tell me to do better

Get my steps in every day

Go to bed when it is time and

Leave my device far away

I don't know if I can

Never listening

To you anymore

I've been faking my way through my whole life

Waiting for someone to see through all the lies

I'm not even supposed to be alive

Inevitable exposure any time

You try to tell me to be mindful

But baby I'm not listening

I should make healthy decisions

Cut down on my drinking and

You try to tell me to do better

Get my steps in every day

Go to bed when it is time and

Leave my device far away

You tell to keep on improving

One percent more every day

Take up hobbies feign an interest in

Keeping entropy at bay

I don't think that I will

Never listening

I don't know if I can

Never listening

To you anymore