Note To Self Lyrics

Note to self

Gotta talk, on all these scribbles

Can't forget these writtens

I'm Malcom in the middle

Sometimes my pen is missing

To rap I gotta fiddle

wondering if it's hitting

Now that's my biggest riddle

Just like that Batman villain

You know we just stay chilling

I'm getting dealt these cards but I am not playing poker

Life scary like the joker

I don't want to be woker

I am not a big toker

Just trying to collect these tokens

These flows I just keep poking

I can't be too outspoken

I'm writing me this letter with the hopes that I'm awoken

I'm fighting to get better tryna be the one that's chosen

Shooting all these shots in the dark I hope they go in

I've got to wish on a shooting star

Dying to get rich, I'm living to go far

Will I reach my dreams that I've made so hard

I don't know, but that is the best part

I've got to wish on a shooting star

Dying to get rich, I'm living to go far

Will I reach my dreams that I've made so hard

I don't know, but that is the best part

It's all about the journey

Cause nothing else concerns me

I never lack the fire hope it never quits burning

Fathoms of retirement that page I won't be turning

Life is teaching lessons gotta take some notes I'm learning

I'll turn them to an album but it's feeling so impossible

I worry 'bout the outcome and the numbers shit I gotta blow

But really it's the content and the substance bitch I gotta know

Is my shit corny, is this shit for me?

Said this is my hobby I don't wanna rap 'til forty

Like waiting in the lobby this rap shit can be so tedious

I won't be intermediate

But I'm stuck in the median

How do I ascend

Got no patience for obedience

I'll learn those lessons hard ways like guarding Penny Hardaway

I've got to go like all the way

For all the times I got away

My dream won't be a holiday

Aye

But even then

It's just me and pens I'm scoring

Lost a friend I'm mourning

Got the news at night, it kept me up until the morning

Rest in peace to Walker

You always leant a dollar and an ear

'Member when we talked about our fears

Graduated now we switching gears

Don't know how many years

We knew each other

Really can't believe you ain't here

You was one of few

I hope you flying high

I will not forget you

Cause you stood by my side

Now

I've got to wish on a shooting star

Dying to get rich, I'm living to go far

Will I reach my dreams that I've made so hard

I don't know, but that is the best part

I've got to wish on a shooting star

Dying to get rich, I'm living to go far

Will I reach my dreams that I've made so hard

I don't know, but that is the best part

I don't know, but this is the best part