Cold World Lyrics

This a lonely world, "you on ya own son," so I phone this girl up to come over

This a frozen world, yea a cold one, snow joke, sure 'nuff I'm bi-polar

This a phony world, full of posers, so I mostly turn up on my lonesome

This a broken world, full of holes hun, that why I'm always on the search for what's wholesome

Yea I search and I search but I don't find, the silver linin keepin hopes high

For tho the sun shines with a gold light, I feel inside like I've gon' blind

Yea I hurt and I hurt but I don't cry, I'm too busy tryin to hold tight

My souls dumb tired of this old fight, its been like this my whole life

I confess I'ma wreck and depressed from the stress that don't ever let up on the man, god damn

Send the meds in my hand to my head for some rest, til I'm so messed up that I can not stand

On my own two legs as I'm left where I'm set and she's left on read cuz these xans got plans

This a lonely world, "you on ya own son," so I phone this girl up to come over

This a frozen world, yea a cold one, snow joke, sure 'nuff I'm bi-polar

This a phony world, full of posers, so I mostly turn up on my lonesome

This a broken world, full of holes hun, that why I'm always on the search for what's wholesome

Yea I search and I search but I don't find, the silver linin keepin hopes high

For tho the sun shines with a gold light, I feel inside like I've gon' blind

Yea I hurt and I hurt but I don't cry, I'm too busy tryin to hold tight

My souls dumb tired of this old fight, its been like this my whole life

I confess I'ma wreck and depressed from the stress that don't ever let up on the man, god damn

Send the meds in my hand to my head for some rest, til I'm so messed up that I can not stand

On my own two legs as I'm left where I'm set and she's left on read cuz these xans got plans

Slip in bed n a trance with each breath of my chest, as I'ma head up til I can not land

Why the hell come down, if hell's the come down, and since that's the case I'll just stay in the clouds then

Blazin the loudest, chasin nostalgia, prayin for an angel to save me from drownin

Wish somehow to escape sun down as this temperature change's got me cravin an outlet

Hate bein grounded, aim for valhalla, waitin for the day when these waves stop pounding

Caught in a tsunami that's constantly tossing me against the rocks as its killing me softly

Swimmin in this filth got me feeling real salty, diggin in my heels tryna deal with the daunting

God the ungodly is awfully exhausting, beggin for a pause with these pills I be popping

Shiverin gettin chills til my window seal's frosty, wishin I could heal from this illness that haunts me

This a lonely world, "you on ya own son," so I phone this girl up to come over

This a frozen world, yea a cold one, snow joke, sure 'nuff I'm bi-polar

This a phony world, full of posers, so I mostly turn up on my lonesome

This a broken world, full of holes hun, that why I'm always on the search

Yea I give and I give til there's none left, and I'm hanging on by just one thread

For tho my chest beats like a drum set, my heart breaks from the bloodshed

Yea I itch and I itch for a substance, to fade the pain that I suppress

This globe's done left me with a hung head, as these dark days got me upset

I've been stuck in this rut for a couple of months, wondering why I should suffer this much

Been schlumped in a slump that's a punch to the gut, adjusting my psyche with drugs as the crutch

This rum in my cup and this bud in my blunt's my company kept til I'm comfortably numb

They runnin amok as a troublesome bunch, cuz when nothin is left they are something to love

The hell am I to do when helpless is my mood and no matter my efforts all they ever is is useless

Trapped in my room in an act of seclusion, beggin for a cherub to come rescue this human

Tell me what's the use when failures all consumin, shackled up in fetters that're never bein loosened

After a truth which is sadly elusive, heavens where's I stare up to the devil's amusement

I live in a blizzard - that's mixed with a twister, winds so intense that they blister my skin up

Feel like a pris'ner that's sealed in a system, pissed at appeals for a glimpse of what glitters

Sip my elixir - for fixing my temper, sick to no end with my inner affliction

Wish for a mixture of pills that could lift up me from this field full of cynics and sinners

This a lonely world, "you on ya own son," so I phone this girl up to come over

This a frozen world, yea a cold one, snow joke, sure 'nuff I'm bi-polar

This a phony world, full of posers, so I mostly turn up on my lonesome

This a broken world, full of holes hun, that why I'm only on the search for what's wholesome

Damn... I hope that I can find it in time... but if not, I guess that's cool too