Spinnin' Lyrics

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My head spinnin' round and round I'm sinkin'

Falling Back in my thoughts no feelin

Can't give in I won't start drinkin'

Focus on God for my purpose and meanin'

My head spinnin' round and round I'm sinkin'

Falling Back in my thoughts no feelin

Can't give in I won't start drinkin'

Focus on God for my purpose and meanin'

Taken a back I get lost of what's reality

I base my life off assumptions and I don't know what happening

My friendships struggle cause I try to see the good in everything

Bad things happen and it's okay to feel sad cause it's upsetting

Sitting in this setting I'm setting up to be upset

I wrestle with my thoughts and then I feel lots of regret

No explanation why I feel this way but I do

Probably because I think I'm the problem which puts me in a mood

I try to be better so I always think that I'm wrong

But that's a toxic headspace that'll always steer me wrong

The way I cope with it is either listen or write a song

I talk to the Father, I'm his son, I'm a chosen one

Gotta remind myself I'm chosen not cause did anything

But he chose to die for me so I could unpack everything

His love and my worth is in him cause of what he's done

My worth isn't in others it is in the son

But I fallback and sit in my thoughts of negativity

"Be above reproach so no one can say anything"

I fall back into my toxic headspace which is not reality

And then get hit wit random emotions like it's fatality

Vanity vanity vanity vanity vanity all things vanity

My works are just like my clothes yeah all things raggedy

Then I get wit my purpose and then real reality

I'm sorry God my head keeps spinning

Please don't be mad at me

My head spinnin' round and round I'm sinkin'

Falling Back in my thoughts no feelin'

Can't give in I won't start drinkin'

Focus on God for my purpose and meanin'

My head spinnin' round and round I'm sinkin'

Falling Back in my thoughts no feelin'

Can't give in I won't start drinkin'

Focus on God for my purpose and meanin'