Lifelong Disease Lyrics

Two years together

But a lifetime on my mind

On medication

The doctor said I'm fine

Daily reminder

From a pill I have to take

Defined by a label

The price I have to pay

If only I'd not gone out and met you that night

If only I'd not got drunk and let you into my life

You wouldn't have fucked me up

And left me in pieces

You wouldn't have cut me up

And left me defeated

You wouldn't have gone behind my back and fucked with any guy you pleased

And I wouldn't have this lifelong disease

When I caught you cheating

I can't believe I stayed

I've always been the submissive one

So I guess I am to blame

Reading through my journal

Your name's on every page

Keep underlining what I have to do to

Take away this pain

If only I could have seen into the future

If only I'd ignored you in the club and just gone home

You wouldn't have fucked me up

And left me in pieces

You wouldn't have cut me up

And left me defeated

You wouldn't have gone behind my back and fucked with any guy you pleased

And I wouldn't have this lifelong disease

I gave you my trust

You gave me your word

I gave you my trust

You gave me your, gave me your word

I gave you my trust

You gave me your word

I gave you my trust

You gave me your word

I gave you my trust

You gave me your word

I gave you my trust and my body, my love

You gave me your word

You gave me your word

You gave me your word