this will hurt in the morning Lyrics

Sometimes I write death notes and I put them on a display

And People come to watch me but they never read the words

I feel like my life is constructed by these miseries

Symphonies to play when I'm gone

I write from the soul like a bard in a tragedy but people always tell me I should focus on the brand

My life is a game cause nothing ever feels alive not even with a touch, I want to be alone

Sometimes I like drinking by myself

Some nights I like smoking by myself

Some nights I like tearing up myself

I'll sing the eulogy all by myself

Last night I wanted to die

I Don't know how I survived

Let's mess it up again

It's just the two of us

Last night I wanted to die

But I feel so alive

Bring me a cigarette

I need to burn my lungs

It doesn't take much

To break things down

When everything you wanted left you hanging on the rain all alone

It doesn't take much

I break things down

Everything I wanted left me hanging on the rain all alone

Self inflicting trauma with precision I thought things were getting better

Memories are drunk so I'm not able to share them

I'm always trying to hide them like a thing under the bedding

Cause I'm mixing my decisions with fake promises and alcohol

Sometimes I like drinking by myself

Some nights I like smoking by myself

Some nights I like tearing up myself

I'll sing the eulogy all by myself

Graveyard shifting in my head so I can't go to sleep

When I'm fighting with myself I get competitive

Some nights I do not give a fuck put poison in my gut

My head keeps hurting in the morning I went to hell and back

I loose my patience in the dark and my reflex is bad

Every feeling I can't process I just burn it like a dart

All my heroes were o heroine

Tell me how punk is that

Because something deep inside of me

Wants me to fall apart damn

Last night I wanted to die

I Don't know how I survived

Let's mess it up again

It's just the two of us

Last night I wanted to die

But now I feel so alive

Bring me a cigarette

I need to burn my lungs

It doesn't take much

To break things down

When everything you wanted left you hanging on the rain all alone

It doesn't take much

I break things down

Everything I wanted left me hanging on the rain all alone