More Than a Failure Lyrics

They're on the dance floor, I'm by myself

My heart's just too sore, it's on the shelf

There's pretty faces, but I don't care

And I look to God

Saying, why did you make me go through this part

I don't even know where to start

Cause it feels like I've lost everything again

Yeah, I'm broken inside, thumbs up in the air

Try to say that I'm fine, losing my mind

But I promise I'm trying

At this point, I don't even care if you're mine

It just seems like

The farther we get, I cry

And the closer we get, I try

To be anything more than a failure

A failure is all you'll be, that's what my thoughts they tell me

No matter how hard I try

Accomplished big things, but I

Lost what I need the most

Yeah, I've been thinking the way I sing songs

I'm always typing lyrics, thinking I might ink some

And I'm the reason this cup I drink from

Isn't filled with much, but negative thoughts

Salted by my constant teardrops

Knowing that the future ain't lollipops

Knowing that I could fall off and die

God could take me up and I won't get to say bye

I need you here, I'm facing fears

And knowing that the future's not mine to decide

Knowing that at any point I could just die

It just seems like

The farther we get, I cry

And the closer we get, I try

To be anything more than a failure

And I'm hurting

And I'm working

To be anything more

Anything more than a failure