Half Grown (Cello Version) Lyrics

I am strong and I am scared

Overwhelmed but never unprepared

I'll stop looking over my shoulder

And accept the weather that's grown colder

Because I

Am getting used to the lie

And I

May not always be right

But even when I'm going crazy

Cleaning my home 3 times over

Even when I don't get any closure

I know

That I'm only half-grown

Some days the road ahead makes me scared

but I'll fake it until I am bold

And just because I'm going gray

Doesn't mean I'm old

Because I

Am getting used to the lie

And I

May not always be right

But even when I'm going crazy

Spending every second trying to recover

Learning to be my own mother

I know

That I'm only half-grown

How strange how strange

Everything's the same

How strange how strange

I don't want to play the game

Because I

Am getting used to the lie

And I

May not always be right

But even when I'm going crazy

Trying to figure out what comes next

And even when I try my hardest

It might not be the best

I know

That I'm only half-grown