I Think About Kissing Myself In Minecraft ft. Boyo Levity Lyrics

Hate when im driving and think

About crashing on purpose

Praying I pass when im merging

Don't care if anyone else

on the street getting hurt

Yes im that bad of a person

Finally find peace when im

Resting my ass in the dirt

Closing the casket and curtains

Life be so bland to me

I feel insanity surging

Hurting you been a deterrent

Scraping the last of my courage

Searching for reason to stay

nothing occurring

Live on the verge

Jump from the edge of the earth

Swim till im one with the current

Pray that i never return

Putting a rest to my Burden

How do you wrestle with worth?

You ever measure your person?

Who knew that knowledge was work?

Taking a fruit from a serpent.

Chill by myself

knowing

I do you a service

Losing you something emerg

I feel the demons resurface

Hard not to follow the heard

Harder to swallow "re-gurgit"

Feeling inside me is dirt

Hard not to swallow detergent

Bury my sorrow in terps

Tear out my heart like a surgeon

I might be losing my nerve

When im alone i get nervous

Hard not to follow my urges

Something inside if me lurch

Stomach might

Come to the surface

I fill a hole with a purchase

I fill a bowl and then burn it

Now a whole different version

Maybe im just what you heard

Can't find no peace but im searching

Battle aint fair with myself

Badd if my therapist heard this

Sometimes I feel like a scourge

Don't mean to be so discouraging

Trust my im trying to curve it.

Feel like I'm stuck in reverse

I put my soul into verses

Being awake is so worthless

I got the drive but Im Swerving

Hate when i make it to work

Living is more like Internment

I was arrested at birth

Every request is impertinent

Happy and me do not merge

Paint on a smile thats mirthless

Stack up some money and skkrt

Crush up a pill and then smurf it

Maybe its what I deserve

Everyday feeling deserted

gone and im wishing you weren't

Love when I make it through winter without blowing my brain

As if its going to change

Lately im numb and afraid

Sober im showing my pain

Shit isn't going so great

Know how it pour when it rain

Life is a trip

Death is just Going away

Maybe its More of the same

Sick of this mourning

Missing you more than I say