stupid fucking boy ft. Gorestain Lyrics

I know I don't really want it

I'm just upset I don't have it

I can't ever go to college

My whole life feels fucking vacant

I been smoking drinking constant

Yeah

Ay

Thought that this was what I wanted

Yeah

Ay

Molly in my fucking Fanta

Make some plans then change those plans up

Saw my ex girl at a concert

I'm just upset that I lost her

I know I don't really want her

Yeah

Ay

I know I don't really want her

Yeah

Ay

I was fifteen thought bout killing myself

Kept my nose clean keep myself out of hell

Now my nose bleeds and I feel like a shell

Got em red eyes from the shit I inhale

Watch your eyes say all the shit that your mouth won't

Sober for a week I'm just sitting with my mouth closed

I could never be who you want gotta let go

All I'll ever be are the things I'm afraid of

I know I don't really want it

I'm just upset I don't have it

I can't ever go to college

My whole life feels fucking wasted

I been smoking drinking constant

Thought that this was what I wanted

I don't call my parents often

I don't call my parents often enough

I don't call my parents often enough

I've been running for a minute think I'm running out of luck

Think I'm running out of luck

Think I'm running out of luck

Think I'm running out of luck

Think I'm running out of luck