Alien Lyrics

Standing in the crowd

Can't help but look all around

Heart racing, eyes spinning, mind cluttered

Can they tell what's in my head

I can't control this thing that lives inside

I can't control the shit it makes up in my mind

Fighting for control

If it would just leave me all alone

Maybe then I wouldn't feel like an alien

Like an alien

Like an alien

I stick out like a sore thumb

I always have, chances are I always will

I know I'm not like the rest

This fucking disease latches onto me

Pushes to the surface where everyone can see

One thing I know, I'm always alone

One thing I know, I'm always alone

I can't control this thing that lives inside

I can't control the shit it makes up in my mind

Fighting for control

If it would just leave me all alone

Maybe then I wouldn't feel like an alien

Like an alien

Like an alien

One day I'll win

Ill crush these chemicals and throw away these pills

One day I'll win

My thoughts will be my own and I'll be in control

No more second guessing everything I feel

No more medication, no more therapy

No more fucking cures that turn out to be lies

No constant panic and sleepless nights

No more fear of life

No anxiety

I can't control this thing that lives inside

I can't control the shit it makes up in my mind

Fighting for control

If it would just leave me all alone

Maybe then I wouldn't feel like an alien

Like an alien

Like an alien