Patience On Standby Lyrics

Boring you to death

With these words

She left and flipped me the bird

I'll rip your wings off

I'll tear your wings off

Starving for the feelings I felt

She said to go fuck myself

I'll get myself off

I got myself off

Wandering and waiting around

I dug a hole in the ground

And kicked my shoes off

To get more comfortable

Loaded up on Vicodin

They're looking for my next of kin

Cause I don't think I'll make it

And my world is turning gray

Topped it off with Percocet

To catch my pain like safety nets

Inside a hurtful bubble

And I'm really not okay

Famous for my famous last words

It's a beautiful curse

And I'm not patient

Cause I'm the patient

Famous for my tearful goodbyes

It's like when someone has died

And I'm not patient

No fucking patience

Oh your perfume

And your bedroom

I'll miss you so much

I'll miss you

Didn't quite feel the same

Sleeping with our memories

I hope you don't think less of me

Take the thought out of my brain

And I'll crawl home

When I'm good and ready to

Scaring you to life

With the thought

I sold the soul that I bought

I'll rip your heart out

I'll tear your heart out

Backed into a cornerless wall

I guess I'm willing to fall

I'll pick myself up

I picked myself up

Once and only before

I ever knew I'd adore

A selfish victim, a drowning liar

Once and only before

I ever knew I'd adore

A selfish victim, a drowning liar

Loaded up on Demerol

And razors in a bathroom stall

And I don't think I'll make it

Cause my world is turning gray

Topped it off with all the booze

My favorite weapon

That I'll choose

Stuck inside a bubble

Till we squeeze out all the pain