therapy: session 01 ft. Owen Lyrics

My sunken chest still holds treasure

At least my daughter thinks so

Her favourite place to lay when in my presence

Even when I'm on skitz' mode

You know how that shit go

Broke an honourable streak

To quiet down my mental

Broken down to my feet

I'm crying at the slits, woah

I'm crying at the slits, woah

My baby wiping my tears

Ain't even want her to see 'em

Daddy's usually stronger than this

But I'm caught in a phoenix

Just peep the char

It covered several scars

I'm peeling off the layers again

'Til I'm naked, unarmed and defenseless

Still lessen by the lesson

Progress to digress, 'til eventually I'm regressing

This ain't news unless you ain't boomed the collection

I'm drenched in the essence of an endless depression

Good grief

Lost an awful lot of control

My mama's mom is a ghost

Can't process these losses, bro

Good grief

Felt the world stop when I got the news

My chest dropped and I wanted to

Take enough shots to lose

Every nerve that built up

These burns in my filled cups

They serve as a filter

When I purge all these ills

Better than flirting with pills

I ended that term with a kill

And that's why I'm here to end all my silence

I'm still on a quest for solace

Code it in all my sonnets

Devoted to being honest

Nothing else really penetrates

Using myself to demonstrate

Hoping to see some better days

Choking 'cause breathing's heavy

Broken wings and my levees collapsed

Now the waves crash

My surfboard snapped in half

Flipped me backwards like acrobats

Then floated back, my death wasn't the aftermath

'Cause I still got one thing that's keeping my soul intact

And that one thing is my passion

The reason why all this average shit made me feel oh so stagnant

Tried to confirm to patterns that didn't seem all that bad

But I sunk right down the labyrinth

Had God and Satan just laughing

Had to ask 'em what happened

They acted as if I'm still a kid

But the difference is that since a jit, I've been gifted with

This vision to foresee my life flash before me

Now everything's boring, I feel myself warping

It all happened so shortly after I turned 17

Evidently, the evanescence had entered me

And out came the lyrics

Had to make it coherent to my spirit

Now I feel it, and the whole world can hear it

And that's all I've been tryna find

A piece of mine that could get me closer to peace of mind

'Cause in these lines, I'm alive, but I'm still dead inside

Never mind, guess that I'm

Shredding 'til I get a little leverage in this quest of mine