Collapsing Lyrics

Every day, 6am, I don't wanna stay awake Go away, go away, can't pretend that I'm

okay On my line, on my phone, I wish I was left

alone Being followed everywhere that I go

Even inside my zone, yeah, chandeliers On my ceiling, here it is

Diamonds on my shopping list Ride the whip and switch the gears

Really, I don't gotta fear Living how I wanna live

Fuck my phone, I let it ring Instead, put money to my ears

I've been trying to forget but I keep on thinking Maybe that's the reason my life keeps on sinking

I just need help but nobody wants to listen I doubt nobody would notice if I went missing

They say they care but that's just words But deep down, they want me cursed

Maybe dead or maybe worse Because actions mean more than words

I have to lie to convince them that I believe it

But I can see through all the lies, they don't mean it

It would take a blind man not to see it My diamonds shining so much now that I can't

even see shit I'm trapped in the cold, my body just keeps

on freezing My whole life is trapped in the winter season

I'm freezing like I'm lagging, they call me the freezing dragon

Getting money is my passion, if I want that shit, then it happen

I only wish that I was happy, only feeling just what happens

They do and say what they want, it matters not cause I'm not happy

Blaming myself for the past Wishing I didn't take that chance

Fuck me up, left me in the dark But I'll never tell you, keep it to me

I don't wanna tell you Maybe you can't see, maybe you can see through

Left me in my room with just one thought How the fuck did I let everything go on

I could've done something to right my wrong Then maybe it could've been resolved

Before it left me with a hole Right in my soul, but it's still my fault

I gotta realize, people wouldn't treat me this way if I weren't a bad guy

Their reasoning is right, I agree, I hate myself too

I wish I died instead of you