self-meditation Lyrics

My name is bein' thrown around

They all undress it

No consent, but yet they go to town

The disrespect, they all neglect

The fact I'm never 'round

Opinions look like fuckin' fact when people hate you now

A big mistake was wastin' time

On these niggas and bitches

Who take the truth and just ignore it

Then pretend they a witness

It's fuckin' sick and they ignore the facts

And try their hardest to attack my person

But they surely missin'

I see your wallet's full of money, but your soul is hissin'

Nobody out here got a heart of gold, but you is different

Your heart is dark, because I'm out here with no ass I'm kissin'

Your soul is bitter it don't got no fuckin' pot to piss in

I'm the main pick

You're just another option

I'm fuckin' workin' offa nothin'

Boy, you barely poppin'

Don't care to stop it

My name comes out when you be talkin'

You're like an ex

The way you bring me up into a topic

Honestly, I think you're needin' help

I'm all you talk about

How about you help yourself?

Turn off the screen

And just go back to sleep

I'm fallin' back on trynna help the people who're in need

Who're helpless

Heard a wise man tell me I should just be selfish

Couldn't understand how that tip would help me get rich

Took them words to heart, then I

Soon would not regret this

Got the fuckin' message

Ungrateful ass niggas got me fucked up

Got some exes who just need to shut the fuck up

Recognize that it's over and see

You're doin' you

I'ma go ahead and do me, yeah

Worked it out with all the fam

Worked it out with an ex

Despite her man

Like I'm Miles, the morale is stronger

Yeah, my girl and I are tight

Check the little ring I bought her

You niggas are cannon fodder

Not gonna explode cause I am better than my father

Many arguments I'm comin' off hot

I regret hurtin' others and the battles I fought

Said that women are just nothin', but thots

Till I met the fuckin' one and now we plannin' a lot

I just wished that I was loved on the spot

But y'all want some fuckin' change

Bills are all that I got, nigga