Forever Lyrics

Said I could call you whenever

I thought we'd spend our lives together

Just you and I, side by side forever

I know that I did something wrong

But when am I ever really in the right

You used to wanna see me all the time

And keep me up late on the phone every night

Now I'm lucky to see you more than twice a day

Couldn't this have gone any other way

I try not to bother you too much

Try to start a conversation but can't get a hey

I stop texting you first, you stop texting at all

Don't respond to my texts, you ignore all my calls

I'm getting tired of wasting my time doing right

Just to get thrown away like a ball

Thought you were the one but I should've known better

Ain't been myself lately, feel under the weather

Saw you as a prize so I went for the treasure

I wanted this one to last forever

Said I could call you whenever

I thought we'd spend our lives together

Just you and I, side by side forever

I asked if you'd leave girl and you told me never

You got my emotions jumping up and down

Playing with my heart like you're using a lever

My feelings go on and on, they can't be measured

I know that you're watching and I feel the pressure

You're at the top of my list

'Cause making you mine is my only endeavor

I opened my heart up for you and I gave you my love

And now I cannot find the key

When I go looking for love and I think that it's found

The girls always get up and leave

I keep on trying to find me the one

But maybe love really just isn't for me

Hole in my chest where my heart used to be

Maybe a broken heart was inevitably

I ain't been the real me for a while

But I guess it's alright 'Cause in public put on a persona

Don't let them see how I'm feeling inside

So I put on a mask, I ain't talking corona

There's like 500 problems on my mind

All racing around like they're running Daytona

I need a shoulder to lean on when everything's wrong

I'll be Shrek now, I need a Fiona

One second we kiss, now we're not meant to be

How'd I go from your man to no caller ID

If you ever get sick, here's some vitamin me

Don't understand how this could possibly be

I gave you my all but ain't get nothing back

To be honest, that's crazy to me, that's just wack

How can you read something sent from the heart

And not even give them a simple text back

Is it 'Cause you don't think you have enough time

Or do you just not have enough time for me

Maybe this is all my fault, I ain't know you for real

This is not the girl I used to see

I saw a girl that would go on someday

To earn a degree and do really big things

But I guess people just like to shoot down

Every black person that did have a dream

You played my heart like it was just a toy

In the end you just ripped out my strings

Maybe it's true there's not a single angel

That's ever existed that didn't have wings I start to think back and regret all the times

When I looked in your eyes and I called you my queen

Love really does make everything better ('Cause)

Love is the only vaccine

I know that I did something wrong

But when am I ever really in the right

You used to wanna see me all the time

And keep me up late on the phone every night

Now I'm lucky to see you more than twice a day

Couldn't this have gone any other way

I try not to bother you too much

try to start conversation but can't get a hey

I stopped texting you first, you stopped texting at all

Don't respond to my texts, you ignore all my calls

I'm getting tired of wasting my time doing right

Just to get thrown away like a ball

Thought you were the one but I should've known better

ain't been myself lately feel under the weather

This one hurt more than the other ones did

'Cause I wanted this one to last forever