Beyond the blue Lyrics

I feel like I'm lying to the world and to myself

I keep on trying to be grateful for what I have

I know I shouldn't give up just too fast

But how to know how long this feeling will last?

If I stay I'm just a puppet, they pull my strings and take my will

If I go, who can know who I'll be

I don't know the right direction, or who to trust, or where to stay

I can't see any lights guiding me

I feel like I'm falling nothing there to hold on to

And I am calling for help, not knowing who

I wish I was flying, so I could see beyond the blue

But here down below, just reflections I'm confused

If I stay I'm just a puppet, they pull my strings and take my will

If I go, who can know who I'll be

I don't know the right direction, or who to trust, or where to stay

I can't see any lights guiding me

I feel like I'm lost, my feet can't touch the ground

I am just floating through time, don't make a sound

I feel like I'm drowning in the water so deep

So many secrets down here I have to keep

If I stay I'm just a puppet, they pull my strings and take my will

If I go, who can know who I'll be

I don't know the right direction, or who to trust, or where to stay

I can't see any lights guiding me