sometimes Lyrics

I don't remember

The last time I missed you

I got so used to independence

I just learned to be tremendously okay

Without someone to fill my void

I made peace with all the pain

Now I'm floating

And it's great to feel this way

It's been so long

And I truly feel I'm healed

'Cause I'm not crying anymore

I'm not sitting on the floor

With all those dreams

Of you and me

That made me blue

Just because they were untrue

And for some masochistic reason

I would watch an entire season

Of that show

That was never meant to be

Oh, you and me

It's a story I don't tell myself anymore

Cause I found the love

That I was looking for

And here's a lot more

So now

At 99% of the time

I am focused, I am happy

I keep growing slow and steady

And as time keeps passing by

I keep pointing towards the sky

I guess I'm fine

I'm fine

In therapy

I keep going back to our conversations

Cause they still teach me things about myself

And I'm getting better, I'm getting stronger

I no longer need to always check my phone

Cause I fell in love with spending time alone

And the freedom that comes with being home

So now

At 99% of the time

I am focused, I am happy

I keep growing slow and steady

And as time keeps passing by

I keep pointing towards the sky

(The sky)

I guess I'm (not fine)

Cause this should be a normal day

(I'm not fine)

But I woke up with you all over my mind

Maybe I should just admit

That there's a moment

On that little 1%

Something hits me in the face

And I start hearing your name

All the stories we wrote together

All the crazy and all the mellow

Everything I ever felt

To everything you ever said

All the flaws, every mistake

The honesty, the full-time naked

Make it stop

Don't wanna cry

God, I swear I really try

Well, I guess sometimes

You're still the love of my life

But just sometimes