Struggling With Myself Lyrics

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I've been struggling with my thoughts tryna get rid of em

Every time I try to stop I just can't get rid of em

I'm just struggling with myself yeah yeah yeah

I've been struggling with myself yeah yeah yeah yeah

I got too much I'm dealing with and I don't know how to cope

I lost a piece of me and now I feel like I ain't strong

My anger took over my body now I'm feeling wrong

And when I try to feel better I feel like I'm alone

Voices in my head keep dragging Me into this war zone

I feel no sympathies I feel like I Ain't normal

Can't nobody understand these Thoughts that's in my head

I've been feeling like a zombie I've Been feeling like I'm dead

I don't wanna leave this house and I don't wanna leave this bed

All this depression got me stuck Like what is next oh

But when I try to do better I always Fail at it

Then I don't wanna continue cause I get mad at it

That's just my pride talking

Every time I'm mad I can't control the way that I'm talking

I've become so dangerous I'm Aware that I am toxic

And I've been tryna change my Ways but it's been harder than I Thought

And I don't wanna be the same no More

It's like the more effort I put

I'm just self sabotaging a lot of Things I know that's good

And it's only breaking my heart Into pieces is how it feels

It's been numbing up my pain and Allowing me not to feel

I've been struggling with my thoughts tryna get rid of them

Every time I try to stop I just can't get rid of them

I'm just struggling with myself yeah yeah yeah

I've been struggling with myself yeah yeah yeah yeah

I've been struggling with my thoughts tryna get rid of them

Every time I try to stop I just can't get rid of them

I'm just struggling with myself Yeah yeah yeah

I've been struggling with myself Yeah yeah yeah yeah

It's time for me to take action on Finding out what's wrong

My anger outburst is getting worse I just feel confused

It's like half the times I do things That I don't know I do

Then I tend to flip the script and Turn it over to abuse

And I don't wanna be that way no More that's why I'm tryna change

I need some help and I'mma find it I will make a way

I need some time to heal myself so I won't be in pain

I need some time to love myself so I can feel the change

I've been struggling with my Thoughts

Tryna get rid of them

Every time I try to stop I just can't Get rid of them

I'm just struggling with myself Yeah yeah yeah

I've been struggling with myself yeah yeah yeah yeah

I've been struggling with my Thoughts tryna get rid of them

Every time I try to stop I just can't Get rid of them

I'm just struggling with myself Yeah yeah yeah

I've been struggling with myself yeah yeah yeah yeah