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For my whole life

I've been holding this tight

The person that's inside of me

He ain't coming out right

Ain't introduced him to no nobody

Cause I'm scared they'll reject him

Never showed who's inside of me

So let me tell you how I met him

Isolated myself from the fam

Cause I was misunderstood

All I had was my thoughts in my head

Exploring like I'm in the woods

Thoughts too deep

I couldn't speak

They won't understand

So I'll talk to me

Who is this person that I'm becoming

I was a kid but now I'm maturing

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I grew up misunderstood

Locked in my mind I was scared how I looked

Had fights with my sister punching on the wood

Was going crazy no one understood

Couldn't talk to to my mom so I talked to myself

I was depressed afraid to ask for help

Became a whole new different person

After five years I never showed myself

Lord I'm tryna preach

But when I try I feel so weak

When I talk I always get scared

If I'm shy then how am I supposed to preach

Lord I know you called me

To shine the light you put in me

But I'm terrified to shine that Light

Cause I'm scared of what they'll think of me

I put on fake persona

I hide myself from others I'm a loner

I talk to people I just talk somber

I just walk around looking somber

Used to be close with my mom

Now I'm distant

Same with my sister

Now I'm distant

I talk to them but it ain't the real me

Feel insecure so I hide the real me

Man this ain't how it's supposed to be

Christ gave me a mission: Read the word and preach

I barely can even start a conversation

I have the fear they persecuting

Just for being me

Loving Christ the King

Tryna save their soul

Cause He saved me

Why am I ashamed

I don't wanna be

Take this out of me!

Take this out of me!

Lord I'm tryna preach

But when I try I feel so weak

When I talk I always get scared

If I'm shy then how am I supposed to preach

Lord I know you called me

To shine the light you put in me

But I'm terrified to shine that Light

Cause I'm scared of what they'll think of me

My momma don't know me

My sister don't know me

My daddy don't know me

My grandma don't know me

My uncle don't know me

The people don't know me

But Jesus you know me

Better than myself knows me

All those times I was lonely

You were there

Dragged my bed up out of hell

Cleansed my mind and made me well

But Jesus I still feel scared

Help me God don't wanna fail

Don't wanna fail and go to hell

Don't let my light dim and fail

Lord help me shine it everywhere

I used just think I was scared of preaching and spreading His holy name

Turns out I'm also scared of being myself cause I never showed him (aye)

Used to putting on a mask and acting a different way

Conversations they be so dry I just be like "yeah", "ok" (what)

If I can't even start a conversation how am I gon to spread your name

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I never learned this skill

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Jesus please take the wheel (take the wheel)

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All of my flesh please kill (kill)

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All of the shame please kill (kill)

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Jesus please help me be real (real)

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Help me to fulfill your will

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Lord I wanna be

Who I was made to be

Lord I wanna see

Who you will make of me

Oh oh oh oh

Oh woah

Oh Lord

Oh Lord