Blueprints (Demo) Lyrics

I grew up in the eye of a hurricane

Handcrafted my own stability

I know not to let anything touch me

But you hit the gas while I brace for impact

You jump the cliff while I take the walk back

Loving you's heaven but heights make me nauseous

Cause I can't live in between I exist in extremes

It's drink til you're dead or it's 'seltzer neat, please'

You think that you want me

I think that you're naive

I wish I could be too

You

Could you love an addict

Cause I know I couldn't

And I wouldn't ask it

You

Could you let me have this

Just for a second

Don't come to your senses

Your breath tastes like spearmint and whiskey

I'm careful in ways you don't have to be

Warm on the way down

It burns when you touch me

Please never stop touching me

I've only known love as a debt

I've known sex as a currency

Please hold the punchline while you hold me

Don't wake me up if I'm dreaming

Don't wake me up if you're leaving

You

Could you love an addict

Cause I know I couldn't

And I wouldn't ask it

You

Could you let me have this

Just for a second

Don't come to your senses

I'm not patient not honest

I'm built on a fault line

I'm running on fumes and your fingertips

Are tracing the places I'm flawed in design

It's all in the blueprints

Do you still want to do this