Hollister Henleys Lyrics

I have a tendency to treat everyone like they're older than me

I swear, I was sweating at senior prom last week

I watch strangers look at me and pinpoint my insecurities, I

Hold a sign that screams I've already peaked

And I'm talking to people who have no real issue with me

As if I gotta bend over backwards just to be perceived positively

Does anyone on earth feel like a human

I'm stuck in the past while my future is looming

I just need to know how much further to go

Till I start to feel more okay with the death of my youth

I muster a joke at a bonfire in South Michigan

Get talked over by dicks in their Hollister henleys

Way back in grade 10

I just feel like I'm locked out the bathroom again

At my 12th birthday party while kids read my diary inside

Oh, I learned a lesson that week

I'll be there for you, but like hell will I trust you with me

And I'm talking to people I pay to fix issues in me

I keep running in circles, my brain is the lock and the key

But it won't set me free

Does anyone on earth feel like a human

I'm stuck in the past while my future is looming

I just need to know how much further to go

Till I start to feel more okay with the death of my youth

And I'm trapped in nostalgia, I only spend money

On things that remind me of being kid

I'm chugging black coffee in work parking lots

Fifteen minutes after I was due for my shift

I'm bracing myself for the whiplash that's coming

When I finally grow up and leave undergrad

I'm scared that the good stuff is over and

What's next is bad

Does anybody else feel like a robot?

I'm stealthing through life till the day I get caught and I've

Fully succumbed, my impulses numbed

I've withdrawn all spontaneity, I'm done

Does anyone on earth feel like a human

I'm stuck in the past and my future is looming

I just need to know how much further to go

Till I start to feel more okay with the death of my