Ride Or Die Lyrics

I wish I wasn't like so fucking down all the time

Like

That shit gets to me

You know like

I just gotta express it with my music though

For real

You said you'd ride or die when I fuckin' saw you

Now we gonna die in the fuckin' same room

I remember you would take hours in the bathroom

Putting all your makeup on

Now it's been two fuckin' years and you gone

Why the fuck do I make all these sad songs

Cause I could be happy then something goes wrong

And then I'm fuckin' sad again, uh

I admit I'm lost again

Yeah

every time I talk I vent

Girl, are you fuckin' listenin'

Yeah you wonder why I'm distancin', oh

Life got short, and the texts got longer

Walkin' on eggshells, feelings got farther

Say when I got old, shit will be harder

(I'm)

goin' to the top, and I'll do it for my mama

Yeah, life's a bitch, people switch

Got my hand up on the trigger, fucked up

I'm off the liquor, say they love you, but they twist it

Stab my back, I see crimson

by myself is how I'm livin

Never had a group to where I could fit in

You said you'd ride or die when I fuckin' saw you

Now we gonna die in the fuckin' same room

I remember you would take hours in the bathroom

Putting all your makeup on

I'm losin' myself, I can't control it

Won't tell no one, do they notice

At the moment, need a breath, it's how I'm gonna cope

Let's be honest if I tell you how I feel

You won't reach out, same person that hurt me in the first place

ripped my heart out

You said you'd ride or die when I fuckin' saw you

Now we gonna die in the fuckin' same room

I remember you would take hours in the bathroom

Putting all your makeup on

Now it's been two fuckin' years and you gone

Why the fuck do I make all these sad songs

Cause I could be happy then something goes wrong

And then I'm fuckin' sad again, uh