I'm Not Laughing Anymore Lyrics

Can't tell if I'm just numb or if I don't care

Can't tell if I am lost I just stand and stare

Can be blind to the past if you think too hard

Is the mind too blank to be kept with the heart?

Cuz I'm lost in the throws of a weirdo world

I can't understand anything I've heard

I don't care about the shows on TV

And everything new means nothing to me

So online and yet so disconnected

I'm not laughing anymore

I'm not laughing anymo-o-ore

Mo-o-re

Baby, I'm not laughing anymore

Is this what it feels like

To not have anything you wanted?

Is this how it feels to be unthinking?

too lost to talk and too anxious to drink

A role is a place that it's easy to hide

Playing it off lets me keep it inside

This feels like a scene where I should call line

But it ain't that easy so I'm losing my mind

Can't talk, can't write, can't make anything clever

I'm so lost I don't think I ever had it together

I'm far too dumb and far too easy

I'm not laughing anymore

I'm not laughing anymo-o-ore

Mo-o-re

Baby, I'm not laughing anymore

Is this what it feels like

To pretend that you're a martyr?

I never asked for you to be

Still around for me to see

It was your choice to chase me

You're a persistent thorn in my side

On an overdose of pride

I laughed out of sympathy