2019 Lyrics

I was boxed out when you were locked in

Never thought in the end I'd ever hurt a friend

Over some dumb shit, and yes, it's my fault

I was stunned, shit

Mental turmoil and all the suns skipped

Left me anxious and afraid, I never learnt, I strayed away

I was overwhelmed and underpaid, played no fucking games

Shifting and smoking sage, catch me sitting

All enraged, as I turned another page

My expressions left me dazed

And confused about all that I had done

Locked myself up in my room

During then, a month

In New York smoking blunts

With the people, who I needed

They made me realize who I was and who I strived to be when

I had started this, never wrote from the heart with this

Feeling so intense, been a bit since I departed with

Knowing we end at the same spot

Been doing therapy, I'm taking the same shots

Wherever my aims not

I focus to stay calm

And right all of my dang wrongs

If possible, plausible, hope regained

To astronomical, and yes

Catch me wrecking

How this man methodical?

Rewind time

Just a little bit

Back to 2019

Back to where you find me

We had started

Me and Dom were sleeping on the couch

I was bagging food ignoring other routes

Now we up in front of crowds

Making younger me proud

I'm craving energy now

Swim in the rhythm, I drown

My own reality out

So I have space for the positive

Notice that I've gotten this

Game on the chain with a collar bitch

Uh

Load a dooby from the ash tray

While watching Half Baked

With the homies on a half day

Those were the times

But we've moved on

I'm 21

I've grown wiser and from

The New Moons that have passed

Stay up late to just bug

Take a break, thought the hums

Would've awakened me but

I needed skill to move up

Problems crept to a shrug

I do accept all I've done

There's no changing what's done

But I can learn from the

Past mass of experience

Wrote this as a lad tad delirious

And fearless, better quit

Cause' the one man drumming

And y'all just bumming

Hey world, you better hear me humming