crestfallen Lyrics

Bite the peach, you walk away

Joy is a mythos to you

Bite my tongue, you smile away

Your joy, my joy brings us pain

Something's in the water

Is it disappointment? face to face with poignance

Something's in the water

Tried my clairvoyance, my habit of avoidance

Did i lose it in myself? surface trauma, you was twelve

Do i even love myself? do you even love yourself?

Had to learn to get it on your own, ain't never ask for help

And once you get a hand of aid, that's sum' you never had for health

And once you get that first kiss, that's sum' you never felt

Then the mania comes in, surface times you had to dwell

That's when all your harmful habits tend to cave in on yourself

Put the blame on circumstances, never put it on yourself

Start to question if your trauma comes from life or from your cells

Planted in when you was born, or planted in by someone else

I realize you're not the issue, not the reason that i fell

I'm not crestfallen with you, i'm crestfallen with myself

Boy you're so sweet, so sweet, so sweet

I bite the peach, for now, for good

Boy you're so sweet, so sweet, so sweet

Won't you hold me? you can't always hold yourself

Boy, you're so sweet, so sweet, so sweet , Im not crestfallen with you

I bite the peach, for now, for good I'm just crestfallen with myself

Boy, you're so sweet, so sweet, so sweet And I laid the blame on you

Won't you hold me? you can't always hold yourself, forever You can come hide in my shell