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Pretty much I'm up and down the ave all day long, all day long

There's days where like I don't wanna get high

There's days that I am getting high and I'm crying because I don't wanna get high but its just hard because all I know is to numb my feelings and to get -- back

I actually just relapsed in February and I had a regular job at the pizza store for a thousand dollars a couple weeks ago

3 a.m. on the road (Eyes wide)

Ain't been here before

I've been falling forward (Don't cry)

Pulling on my cords

Backseat of a ford

Bail I can't afford (Man fuck 12)

Someday top Forbes with my money off shored (Swiss cheese)

Hail me as a Lord (Real g's)

Bow down

Space bound (Don't say please)

Crowned clown

Profound (Just say cheese)

New terri

Tooth fairy (Oh geez)

Dropping at my commissary

Can't stop now, the fall off is kinda scary

Everyday the same

Wake up, still feel the pain

Hands cold, cracked porcelain

Speaking dumb poor slang

Aight

Y'all ain't got foresight

Been clean about month

Once asked my boy to front

If Ima keep it blunt

Head feel like it spun

Thoughts just seem to echo

Porch steps not a balcony

Forestry surrounding

Struggle with a thousand dreams

Perversely cursed to blurt my hurt to nurses

Sick of dead end jobs, cogs, and burdens

Fight myself, feel like three different persons

Virgin version verting the turbulence

Detest the side of me looking down shirts

Gown looks nice but side of me distorts

Pretend pretentious mentions make me versed

Immersed in work still thirst when I emerge

Sturge splurging on the verge of Valhalla

Courage concepts gon have me model Prada

Hostile takeover, no clear conscious layover

Might do time, either way a day older

Road to redemption, lack comprehension

How I'm gon get there

Prone to lay stone of my own intentions

Blown from proportion, feeling post mortem

Everyday I walk a thousand miles

Search for riches like I'm white in Cairo

Split decisions fear that I might die though

If I do, wipe the cries and smile

Don't cry

If I

Decide

To leave

Just know

I'm set

With peace

Godspeed

Never thought I'd live to see twenty five

Still took days for granted

Mandates of my pride

I'm looking outside

Everything gentrified

Need a new place to reside

Drive blocks drained dry

Vaguely recognize, spots I used to slide

Refuse to sever ties with lots I'd like to hide

Know I should leave this life behind

But feel tethered to things that ignite my eyes

Make me rise

Innovate ways I make fates collide

Cliffs and hurdles both race my mind

Leaps of faith be what it take most times

Hop heap to heap gotta escape in stride

Feel like V.E.E.P. way I reap my ride

And after my tenure Ima sign a ten year

Kill my predecessor and take his ghost

Seats red leather

Navigate streets feel potholes getting better

Withstanding weather

Gimme 5 years and I'll be in my own lane

Seat at my Grammy's, smile on her face

Girl on my hip, finally make it past first base

No longer gotta wait for checks on Thursdays

Ima do it all just to die in my thirties