desideratum Lyrics

The more that I try, more that I hide

The more that I try, more that I hide

The past few months I felt like I would die

Before I did anything that I loved, oh my

I'll stay strong

Eighteen round the corner, how'd I (Make it!)

This long

All the pressure makes my head hurt

Give it time and it'll get better

And if you hate it well then, know I put in effort

I do my best, how dare you say that I don't

Still get nervous when there's lumps in my throat

I'm aware no one said it'd be easy

Spoke to the teller now everything's clear, see

It all

Pretty girl

Girl

And if I don't wake up

Tell every single person I love

That I put all my heart in

I will be an artist

There'll be people that care and I'll build something honest

Go!

Don't hide

Do you even know who you are?

Go!

How'd you even call that shit art? (Desideratum)

Go back pull your hair out, restart

I can't focus well my darling

Got a stutter when I'm talking

You broke the news as I was walking

News when I was promised

I can't focus well my darling

Got a stutter when I'm talking

You broke the news as I was walking

News when I was promised