Lifeline Lyrics

You were my lifeline, you were my home when I needed somebody

Turned the clouds into sunshine, and now I'm growing

What you supposed to do, when you're scared to let anyone get close to you

Afraid of the pain you put them through, that's all you knew

It was just a matter of time, every time, everything was fine

Inside looking for lifelines, instead of searching for minds that motivated the rhymes

It's not hard to find, when you have hope, when you don't you broke

Like a word unspoke, suppressing the cope, numbing with coke

Two packs of smokes, pretend you dope, like the fake smile you crack

When the pain's attached to your back, throwing hands at yourself attack

Looking for a breath you can't grasp, looking for a hand you can't grab

Looking for a mic you don't rap, and it's the only dream you ever had

And you wonder why you always sad, it wasn't your dad or your car crash

It wasn't the drugs or the too many thoughts you had, it was the wish you wanted so bad

You knew you were something, but you weren't doing nothing

Freestyles in the kitchen bluffing, only thing you were buzzing

Was the drinks in your cupping, now look at me rapping

Look at you clapping, I'm proud of myself, begging for help but I got well

You were my lifeline, you were my home when I needed somebody

Turned the clouds into sunshine, and now I'm growing

If you truly listen to this, you know I got as dark as it gets

Only reason I live, is because my faith held on to heaven's wish

I had to make a shift, chasing my gift, if not I was done

I was pulling the trigger, I wanted to live, but wanted death to come quicker

40 vikes and a bottle of liquor, why didn't he take me

I fell asleep a sinner, woke up a winner, threw my pills in the trash for dinner

Haven't took one since, never going back, I'm convinced

My happiness is the evidence, everything else seems irrelevant

I can't fail, I'm too intelligent, life is delicate, not definite

So if you need therapy, find a specialist, don't be afraid of your mentalness

Soldier your mind, a regiment, a true testament

When you stand up and speak, vulnerability doesn't make you weak

It makes you a man to me, I'm not fighting insecurities

To fuel masculinities, masking my identity, I put em at ease

Soldier, cause I am one, whatever comes I'm never done

I've been through fucking hell, most I put through myself, but I got well

You were my lifeline, you were my home when I needed somebody

Turned the clouds into sunshine, and now I'm growing

If this doesn't pick you up, I will

Drive to your house, the bridge, wherever it is

To make sure you're not just alive, you live, don't give in

Reach deep, find your words, speak, reach your hand

I'll meet, I'll hold you if you need it

Your heart, you can beat it, your mind, you can feed it

You are never defeated, keep breathing, keep seeking

Keep meeting, everything you're dreaming

We in this together, we teaming, I promise you I ain't ever leaving

This is the demon I'm releasing, I just started steaming

I can't help but start screaming, off the pain I'm weaning

I needed this shit, so if you don't understand it

Out my life, you live, I know my purpose

I'm meant to take sadness and fix, empathetic a kid

So when your pain hits, it puts me in the mix

Scars don't make you sick, unless you let it weigh on your conscience

Don't put your mind at risk, try to heal your inner critic

When you in too thick, if no one ever tells you, listen to this

You better than you admit, you better than you admit, you better than you admit

You were my lifeline, you were my home when I needed somebody

Turn the clouds into sunshine, and now I'm growing

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