Shooting Stars ft. Ly Trojan Lyrics

If I had never met you I'd be a different person

Sometimes I ask myself

Was all this damage really worth it?

Fought my way through all this pain sometimes I still be hurting

Guess I had to lose myself to finally find my purpose

Traumatic thoughts in my brain that I just can't ignore

When it rains it's gone pour

I seen a side of you that I've never seen before

I'm glad you finally showed me who you are

I dropped to my knees tear drops hit the floor

You told me give it up I'll never make it this far

Doubtful thoughts in my brain that I just can't ignore

Made me wish upon a shooting star

Sometimes I like to reminisce on how we came to be

Sometimes I wish I never seen the things I can't unsee

I tried to love you at your worst

Tried so hard to make it work

You probably wouldn't do the same for me if the roles where reversed

I gave you a demonstration

On how have some patience

Guess I shoulda tried harder

I've come to that realization

But I was just paper chasing

Trynna bring home the bacon

If I make sure you're okay from a distance

Am I still vacant?

There's no answers to my problems so I popped a perky

But I know when I sober up my problems gone resurface

I never tried to buy your love

I tried to take you shopping

That's my mistake I shoulda kept that money in my pocket

Dollar signs made you go crazy

Thought you was my lady

Brought you around celebrities

You forgot you was still basic

From having studios sessions to VIP's in my section

I had to leave you behind and move on to teach you a lesson

What's so bad is I believed you really needed me

But when I needed you you always had somewhere to be

So let me make myself clear

Right now I'm focused on me

No we don't see eye to eye

I'm up on stage living my dreams

If I had never met you I'd be a different person

Sometimes I ask myself

Was all this damage really worth it?

Fought my way through all this pain sometimes I still be hurting

Guess I had to lose myself to finally find my purpose

I dropped to my knees tear drops hit the floor

You told me give it up I'll never make it this far

Doubtful thoughts in my brain that I just can't ignore

Made me wish upon a shooting star

You said you'd always hold me down you left me at my lowest

I know I'm fucked up every choice I make come out impulsive 

Just tell me why you lacking trust it's better off avoiding 

I'm sorry if I be aggressive feelings being toyed with 

Cause I been tryna clear my head don't know just what I want

I'm from the gutters everything things I love get turned to stone

I bring my pain inside this booth cause I ain't got support 

I'm sorry father since my demons make me feel at home 

Don't try to put the blame on me won't put the blame on you

Don't judge me by my actions everything but terrible

I gave you everything I had deserve some revenue 

If I could change the past I would've stayed away from you

Got thoughts in my brain

That I just can't ignore

When it rains it's gone pour

I showed a side of me that you never seen before

I tried to warn you from the start seriously

If I had never met you I'd be a different person

Be a different person

If I didn't meet you

Oh ohh ohhh

If I'd a never met you baby