False Hope ft. J TOM Lyrics

I don't even know why I do this to myself

Every single time

I just get excited just to be let down

By the same person

Every single fucking time

It's just the worst

It's whatever

I think I'm done

Aight

Should I stay, should I go

Should I play, should I fold

Cause you're the only one I've ever known

Jackpot, I hit a pot of gold

But I should've known

You was out the door when I asked for more

About my love, but ain't pass it on

You just take, take, take and I give it all

And that's my fault, I just sit and awe

So maybe, maybe, maybe I just chose you wrong

You was a lesson, not a blessing

Now I write this song

Won't put you on

I called you home

And now it's been so long

And I don't know where I'm going

Nah I don't know where I'm going

Cause I've been holding on to false hope

Letting all my thoughts go

Oh, Ohhh

Oh oh oh oh

Yeah, I've been

Holding on to false hope

Letting all my thoughts go

Oh, Ohhh

Oh oh oh oh

I said look

How deep is your love to a nigga that been here before

The cost of my passion for caring about you

Is too much cause I thought I was sure

That this time would be different

But you caught me slipping

Now you got me airing my pain in this kitchen

And yeah I be leaning this drank I been sipping

Been making me hurt even more

And it's crazy cause I told myself when I met you

I wasn't going love too deep or trust too freely

You see me and all my flaws

And brought me peace

I never had no one love me for me

Or so I thought when push came the shove

I was lost cause you left me stuck in the dark

And I had to fight my way outta this madness

I guess in the end your compassion was lackin

But trust I'ma still keep it real witcha

In my better days

The big picture

Shit I just wanted to build witcha

Fuck it I still wanna build witcha

But I can't love a version of you that ain't here with me

So I'm moving with clear vision

I'm stuck on my own but it feel different

Cause I've been here before but I'm still slipping

Got me tripping

Cause I've been holding on to false hope

Letting all my thoughts go

Oh, Ohhh

Oh oh oh oh

Yeah, I've been

Holding on to false hope

Letting all my thoughts go

Oh, Ohhh

Oh oh oh oh